Yesterday Day before yesterday, my Facebook status was changed to :
"I wanna buy a snowboard. For realz."( And... )- - - - - - -
Y'know, it's hard sometimes to remind myself that the world does not revolve around me and me alone.
Yeah, I'm that stuck-up, sometimes.
Cuz like, I had my Air-Cond lab today.
I was late like 40 minutes, but since the lab time is always like 'free-study' time, where the lecturer let us carry on with our project on our own, so I wasn't really concerned about being late (it wasn't on purpose, just to get things straight, alright?) cuz I thought my other 3 group mates would cover up for me or at least carry on with our work.
But when I came in, I only saw Isaac; Paul and James were no where to be seen.
I tried calling James like 3-4 times, but it got directed to his voicemail.
And Isaac wasn't even doing our project. He was like doing his own stuff or something.
So I got down to work and catch up on what everyone else was doing; and when I checked back on Isaac, he was gone.
There I was, alone, among these other groups who seem to be way further in us in the project progress.
In the end, I sort of collaborated with a few members of the other groups and got their help.
At least it didn't end miserably, with me being all sorry-looking and pathetic lol.
In any case --
I felt really upset about the situation. I was super-frustrated at all 3 of em.
So to ease the negativity, I posted as my Facebook status :
"-- is crying in lab alone while rethinking about part-timing as a data-entry-person."Then James sent a message on my Wall :
"Nadia...kimochiwarui ore..."I interpreted that as he was feeling bad for me being left alone. To which I said in my head :
"You should be."Fuming at the time, but still rational, I replied :
"WHERE WERE YOOOU; I saw Isaac but he left after a while; ah honto hidoi!"He didn't reply for a while, then when I reached home,
he answered that he was
sick since last night due to a terrible stomachache (diarrhea I guess, from the way he described it -- him and his mom). And I know how bad that is.
I suddenly felt really guilty and ashamed of myself of thinking badly of at least one of my groupmates.
Rage and anger could really cloud your rationality, so gaiz, please don't think badly of others, ever.
Ja mata :)
A Reason to Smile today :Lunch time!